It seems that’s pretty much all I do these days and it’s rather unfocused as is. I’ve been unfocused and deconcentrated so even though good ideas for posts keep popping out of my head, I just can’t seem to find the focus and energy needed to write them down. But I guess we all have times like these…
Not to mention that on top of all that it’s that time when I get to feel sorry for myself, then I get angry with myself for feeling sorry but since I can’t do much about it, I get back to feeling sorry and I go in circles. 🙂 At least I know why.
But you know what? Even though my mind is unfocused, most of the time I feel seriously happy to be alive. I love my life. Oh, I see a lot that could make it better, but I also see a lot that makes it full and happy and fulfilled. And that is what is important if you want to feel happy. I love the people around me (my family, my friends, my colleagues, my virtual friends, my dog…), I love the little things that fill my life – books, perfumes, cosmetics, pilates…
I really have a lot to make me grateful. So I get doubly angry with myself when I start feeling sorry for myself for reading a post that was written sincerely and without trying to make anyone feel like he/she doesn’t belong to this perfume blogging community. There were actually two good posts written on the subject, the original by Denyse from Grain de Musc and the additional thoughts on the subject by The Non Blonde (you should read the comments as well).
I don’t feel like I’ve been blogging about perfumes for long or like I know much, but I like to learn and garner much pleasure from it. And there will always be people who might find their way to my blog and perhaps enjoy something I’ve written.
It is true that there are so many new scents turning up everywhere and perfume blogs as well, but it is still not as crowded as book blogs (although it seems the amount of new perfumes might be catching up with the amount of new books being published – hopefully not so many perfume blogs will appear as there are book ones).
And then, it also seems that if you are writing about perfume, you should probably decide where you want to go with it because there is just no way one person can keep up with everything. This of course does not apply to me because I never know where exactly I want to go with anything, I let myself be taken along. So anything that appears interesting or something by a perfumer I’ve come to love will definitely find its way to me. But also, all those lovely interesting samples coming from swap packages and Luckyscent sample packages.
Of course, these last two options are the ones where you are most likely to come across a mine. Like I did recently. I feel really bad for saying this but there is not a single thing made by Yosh that I like (and I’m wondering who does because they all end up smelling like some kind of washing detergent or fabric softener). They are not scrubbers but they just don’t even come close to being interesting to me.
So, this is what’s going through my mind these days. Hopefully, it didn’t come out as jumbled as it seems to me it has. 🙂
I hope soon I’ll be back to my usual posting.